I went for a really long run and did 45 minutes of abs today. I’m tired. I have to go dance at rehearsal. Nooooooo.
I’m sorry for angsting up your feeds, I’m just horribly depressed right now is all. Future crushed and everything, you know how it is.
i’m tired, i’m going to go fail some more because it makes me sleepy.
it’s a shame that the only bathing suit i’ve ever seen and actually wanted is 125 dollars.
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i’m having a lot of trouble breathing, and i feel like i’m going to pass out. this can’t be good.
I’m just going to focus on losing weight and getting in shape and trying to be happy..which is hard when you’re dreams are crushed..but hey. It just took me like 15 minutes to type this, I can’t stop shaking.
Losing all of your best friends and your dream in one half a year makes life just seem like it’s not worth it anymore.
Looks like I’m going to community college.
By the way, there is a good chance that I will find out whether or not I got into the MT program for my top school tomorrow afternoon. If I didn’t, I’m going home. And staying there. Forever. And gaining 300 pounds. Have you ever seen Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs? You know how the mayor gets really fat in like three days and is eating a hot dog topped with ice cream and donuts? ...
I wanted to run away that day..but you can’t run away from your own feet.
i want to write all of my journal entries in green ink because the demon english teacher of west main street can’t see green ink.
we’ll call you waffle and say you’re from Belgium.
GILMORE GIRLS. I NEVER GET TO WATCH IT. BUT SOAP NET IS CRAP ON MY TV. SO IT’S ALL SKIPPY. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I just saw a commercial for chataboutjesus.com What.
so i actually did look at prom dresses the other day, and i only tried on two because the store sucked. but from trying on those two i think i might want a fit and flare instead of a ballgown..i know..but the dress i tried on fit really well. it was a disgusting color though.
So my sister is flaking out on taking me prom dress shopping so she can go to walmart. Cool fucking beans.
i don’t have to get up for school tomorrow, but i’m really tired and i’m already trying to sleep..might have something to do with staying up until 6:30 this morning and then getting up for school at 7 this morning.
guys, i’m skipping out of school tomorrow and going PROM DRESS SHOPPING. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW GREAT THIS IS FOR ME. PROM. DRESS. SHOPPING.
i just flipped shit on the beast that works in the library. now i am even more pissed than i was before.